Date: 2009-10-19 23:53 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public Music: shiny toy guns - frozen oceans

today:
running around the mall borrowing everyone's pen, mother's are beautiful-pregnant women are beautiful, Starbucks tummy ache, applying lots and lots all over for jobs. Jess and I took the bus back to her house afterwards, collected her stuff and took a chilly-cold walk back to my house. Lenore is decorating for Halloween and there is this insanely scary ass stuffed cat in the yard that makes me want to scream LOL-it's sick. I sat in the driveway petting her kitty (bad Hannah...) and she gave me some clothes to alter up and sell.
She's spending the night tonight along with C. Steph and her made up and she apologized. I'm surprised.
I did my online school, filled out a long-ass application for Toys-R-Us and the four of us took a big blanket and laid out in the cold of the backyard for awhile looking at the stars and talking.
Not soon thereafter I had another horrible anxiety attack. Vomiting ftw D:
They've been so bad when they do occur lately >.< I do not like puking from them...terrible.
I'm pretty calm now though. I'm confident I'm going to get hired by SOMEONE soon. Very confident.
I just need to see my Trey.
Tomorrow I have an MRI for my spine. I would have never noticed it if it hadn't been for Treybaby. It's more than likely the cause of my frequent headaches / migraines and I'm prolly going to start seeing a Chiropractor or something. I dun knowz.
I'm going to make some yummy chocolate coffee, work my ASS off on my make-up work and la la.
I'm going to be up all night.
<3.

Date: 2009-08-25 21:06 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

HAY GUISE. I'm selling this stuff, contact me if you see something you want puhleaz. <3

( Selling Things )

Date: 2009-06-28 09:20 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I never thought I would say this
I never thought there'd be
You

Date: 2009-05-16 23:57 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Excuese me. May I ask you a question? Do you think it's appropriate to dance in a graveyard?





Don't you think that we should dance while we can?

Date: 2009-05-07 19:18 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

http://earthobservatory.nasa.gov/IOTD/view.php?id=4491

Isn't that beautiful?

Date: 2009-05-06 23:47 Subject: tastes like wet iron Security: Public

( amanda, you're telling me a fairytale. )

Date: 2009-04-26 17:06 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

about a million pictures coming your way soon from this weekend. I'm just waiting on everyone else to send me stuff so I can make one big post.
fun stuff!

Date: 2009-04-11 15:30 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

is anyone on here interested in having a Behringer Electric Guitar? Laura has so many guitars she needs to weed out the ones she doesn't use. It has a broken whammy bar but otherwise it's in perfect condition. lemme know.

Date: 2009-04-09 18:06 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

lots of pictures and stuff I need to upload when I'm not busy from St. Augustine!
We need to leave the house for a few days because the ceiling is getting fixed at fucking last! Sooo I'm going to chill at Laura's.

Update on other stuff later!

Date: 2009-03-29 20:22 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

awwwww. I miss all my birdies so much. :(
Seriously, I favour birds over any other animal. I'm getting a bird again!

Date: 2009-03-21 07:42 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I'm biting my tounge and watching 28 weeks later...it better be good. I hope it's filmed like 28 days later, I like how it was done like a 50's horror movie. I know nothing about the second one. heh.

on a movie subject...Caila, I saw Sick Nurses again. haha


I got to watch the ending this time! (last time I fell asleep and she had to tell me what happened) omg super good twist. This is a good asian horror movie that should be seen if you haven't yet!

Date: 2009-03-18 23:20 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Myspace is being a fat dunce and not letting me load the homepage, so whatever, I'll check it tomoroz.

On a note: listening to too much Evanescence and getting all sad...I think I spent half of the day watching her play all of her pretty songs. OMG GO ON TOUR BITCH SO CAILA AND I CAN CRY OUR EYES OUT AND SING ALONG TO YOUR MUSIC. If anyone makes fun of us for liking Amy Lee...you...you just don't do that, ok.


speaking of which, Caila this song is about us. You are Rolf and I am Liesl, too bad you turned into a prick Nazi or we could have fucked:

LMAO It's so us. es. at the end. I do that everytime.

SO I'm def. downloading some Sound of Music soundtrack right now. Also, continue to keep your mouth shut, it was my favorite movie back in the day!

ugh, even though I know Julius Caesar by the back of my hand...I'm going to go study now.

Date: 2009-03-13 22:27 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

THIS MOVIE CHANGED MY LIFE:



let me tell you a story....

So back when I was in sixth grade (or was it the summer before entering sixth? I can't really recall...I would have to look up the release date of the Scorpion King because I saw it right when it came out because I was obsessed with the Mummy series...and still am. *neener*...except I refuse to see the new one because some other chick plays Eve.) anyways I watched this movie with Laura and in the credits "Along the way" by Mushroomhead came on and Laura started screaming all "THIS IS MY FAVORITE BAND" and made me rewind that section of the credits like five times in a row, then at the end of the movie there was a Godsmack music video for "I stand alone" and this was the first time hearing these two bands and when I actually started developing a taste for modern metal(?), before I just listened to what my parents listened to, the pop bands and Eminem and never really had a favorite band. BUT BECAUSE OF THIS MOVIE I became OBSESSED WITH GODSMACK and fell in love with Mushroomhead. lolololol I used to write "I love sully" on one of my hands with sharpie and draw the mushroomhead skull on the other one. XDDD. And till this day I still have an undying love for both bands and it got me really into the music scene.

what started this train of thought: just now on the way to Blockbuster I was rummaging through old cd's in the glove department and found my Godsmack "Faceless" CD and freaked out because it brought back all those memories. Now I have to go on a hunt for my other Godsmack cd's I used to lug around with me everywhere I went. I think I lost and or left behind my "Other side" CD at one of the places we used to live (this isn't hard to imagine since everytime my mom, sister and I move it's running away from one of her abusive boyfriends and we have to leave in a rush while he is at work and I always forget a lot of things :( ) DAMNIT, that was a good acoustic album, too. BTW, don't hate on me for liking Godsmack, a lot of my friends make fun of me for it ;D. But seriously I thought I was going to marry sully erna in sixth grade, hahaha.

So there was my little story.


p.s. I just realized the date was off on my computer and all my entries make me look I'm going back from the future style. yeahhhh changing that.

Date: 2009-03-13 15:37 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

LO! And Behold!...

I'd like to start out with this:


Caila being a pirate.

now, getting somewhat serious:

These pictures are all nursey/silent hilly which is exactly what we were aiming for. FUHK YES! And now...I have a bloody mess to clean up that somehow ended up all over the house? Wut?


YES! One of my favoritist pictures I've ever taken of her. The sacriligious Stigmata picture being the first. It reminds me of Pyramid Head. 0_0

and since I'm a picky bitch I'm having trouble deciding if I like this one:

Date: 2009-03-12 15:50 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public Music: collide-white rabbit spc eco mix

I swear these state tests are getting ridiculous...for instance the science one today:

choose the best answer:
Mr. Kojinmur discovered the (insert odd metalloid here), what did other scientists do to confirm the existance of this metalloid?

A. shove a battery up their ass
B. conduct experiments of their own to confirm the existance themselves
C. ban all future experimentations and cut off the funding (this was seriously a choice for one of my questions similar to this)
D. shove a battery up their ass

GEE I WONDA WUT DA ANSWOR CUD B? I hate everyone...

Anyways, yeah the testing sucked. I was stuck in the 300 building which has a severe mold infestation, not to mention the girl in front of me was reading and talking about twatlight the entire time. *hand to head*


random question: why is it when someone 'becomes' an artist ex: musician or actor, they think they suddenly have acquired all other artistic talents. (like whutz the fuck Paris Hilton has a record deal?)...anyways my think is on Marilyn Manson. Not only is his new music sucking shit and he is wearing makeup...terribly, but he thinks he can paint now? HAS ANYONE SEEN HIS PAINTINGS? omg I can give my dog a mouthfull of watercolors and have it create something more worthy.
considering his best piece is a flower that looks similar to one I did in the third grade, I think someone needs to inform him that he should not be selling his watercolors for $2,500.00

the flower (yes this is serious, for those of you who don't keep up with his stuff anymore)


THE SHIT:

...what..the...FUCK

I think I've made my point. painting is not his forte.

TELLS ME YOUR OPINION.


I miss old Manson. :(

Date: 2009-03-11 17:17 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

DOUBLE-POST TODAY, because I'm feeling annoying...

My Itunes decided to get busted the other day and delete all of my songs, so for the past two days I've been putting ALL OF MY MUSIC BACK ON (which btw, on a little side note has caused a migraine...so cool), but after I reinstalled it it's still giving me shit-head pop ups like "LOL YOUR FILE IS DAMAGED"...how does one fix this little...fucking...problem? Tell me and I'll send you a candy bar in the mail or something.


anywho here are some pictures:


derrrrrranged.


lol my shirt.


anddd a picture I stole from kate.


ROOTS BE GONE. Oh yah, we did purple streaks in Jess' hair, it looks so cute! god, I look like a lurker in this. XD. Seriously though, my hair is so damaged...it's hilarious. When I bleached it this last time I felt like I was playing with elastic.

Date: 2009-03-11 15:05 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

My last entry I wrote rather quickly, so I didn't get time to elaborate on NUFIN.

Epic fucking fail. You can already tell just by looking at Leon, but I'm a dork so I insisted on getting it. I guess I can just sum it up as being boring and the characters were poorly animated. Leon had the same face and posture the entire time and I actually was cracking up because in some scenes he would be lurking from afar and just be like...standing there with this constant immobile scowl? LOL.


Being one of the most impatient people in the world this SLOW ASS FUCKING COMPUTER IS GIVING ME FUCKING WRINKLES. I swear if it had human body parts I would rip all of it's ligaments to shreds with my bare hands. The most frustrating part about it is like..half or a quarter of my page will load and then stop...but only just enough to show me that I have something new on here or myspace that then takes 20 HOURS TO FUCKING SEE.

I would like to point out how I have two days off of school *silent cheer* but I have to be there tomorrow from 11:00 until 2:30 for AP testing for those early college credits. UGH UGH UGH.

Some guy on my street who likes to mess with me was yelling his perverted shit out the window of his car today and instead of yelling back this time I pegged my water bottle at his back window. hahaha. He didn't do anything? What a loser.


Stephanie is watching the last Matrix and it's trying to be all depressing and shit with Trinity: "WA WA NEO I'M DYING". SHUT UP HOE. That movie bugs me now, I used to love it. I think it's because I really hate Keanu Reeves. I'm noticing how they totally took that part from the Theben plays where that guy who has sex with his mother and kills his dad (oedipus?) pokes out his eyes and goes blind but he can then 'see'. Like Neo going blind and then suddenly 'seeing', what a bunch of copycats amirite? Then again a lot of works do that now.. Oh look she just died. I'm being a troll and laughing and Stephanie is getting pissed. XD.

Date: 2009-03-10 18:42 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I got Resident Evil: Degeneration...bitches! It feels like I'm watching a really long cut scene. LOLOLOL. They had the same dude play the voice for Leon, so I guess that makes up for the fact that he looks completely different. wtf. While watching it I keep almost thinking it's time to pick up the controller and blow everyone's limbs off. BTW Steph and I beat RE4 again last week in 14 hrs. Still not good enough.

This weekend I have to go to Ocala for a day to see my grandma who is coming down and moving there soon because her mosque is there. *groans* but then Laura, Shawna and I are devising a plan to get some people together at a cabin in Starkey Park for a party. I haven't camped there in AGES.

So Stephanie got caught shoplifting at Islands of Adventure and they got kicked out. My mom almost popped her head off. ha. I guess Mark was being a cocksucker the whole time too. I'M ALWAYS RIGHT, I fucking enjoy that. But no one listened to me when I told them he was a lump-headed prick. lol at him now getting DUMPED.




oh my gawd whiskey shots! yum. From a Hello Kitty cup? Last night I realized we left all of our shot glasses at Michaels house. How lame.

Date: 2009-03-06 19:40 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I went hope early today on account of "WTF I'M FAINTING?" yeah. After lunch Bloo and Stephanie had to help me walk to the clinic because I was having fainting spells and sweating really bad and I had a horrible stomach ache. I have NO idea why. The lady in the clinic was hinting around with me if I'd 'taken anything'. Then I passed out in the clinic waiting for my mom. Fun.