Date: 2009-10-19 23:53 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public Music: shiny toy guns - frozen oceans

today:
running around the mall borrowing everyone's pen, mother's are beautiful-pregnant women are beautiful, Starbucks tummy ache, applying lots and lots all over for jobs. Jess and I took the bus back to her house afterwards, collected her stuff and took a chilly-cold walk back to my house. Lenore is decorating for Halloween and there is this insanely scary ass stuffed cat in the yard that makes me want to scream LOL-it's sick. I sat in the driveway petting her kitty (bad Hannah...) and she gave me some clothes to alter up and sell.
She's spending the night tonight along with C. Steph and her made up and she apologized. I'm surprised.
I did my online school, filled out a long-ass application for Toys-R-Us and the four of us took a big blanket and laid out in the cold of the backyard for awhile looking at the stars and talking.
Not soon thereafter I had another horrible anxiety attack. Vomiting ftw D:
They've been so bad when they do occur lately >.< I do not like puking from them...terrible.
I'm pretty calm now though. I'm confident I'm going to get hired by SOMEONE soon. Very confident.
I just need to see my Trey.
Tomorrow I have an MRI for my spine. I would have never noticed it if it hadn't been for Treybaby. It's more than likely the cause of my frequent headaches / migraines and I'm prolly going to start seeing a Chiropractor or something. I dun knowz.
I'm going to make some yummy chocolate coffee, work my ASS off on my make-up work and la la.
I'm going to be up all night.
<3.